~BEST DAY OF MY LIFE~

I met Alex Ovechkin today, Semyon Varlamov, and Brooks Laich. I got a head nod, like a major one, from Varly and a smile. Ovechkin I got an autograph from and a picture with him. I'm extremely happy.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Wow I'm Cool~

So for the past 3 hours I've been playing Modern Warfare 2. It's pretty beast and I'm glad I bought it. Tomorrow, I'm completely cluster fucked. This is exam week and tomorrow is hell day for me. I have 3rd and 4th block exams, which is AP history and Algebra 2. Basically, I'm completely fucked and I'm going to fail majorly. I'm at the point where I don't even give a damn. How many classes can you fail and still pass the grade? lol. This might be an appropriate question. Blahh I gotta study, but I'm studying and watching hockey. Nothing new there.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Dear God, Why Don't You Like Me Sometimes?~

Dear God, if you're ever going to listen to me, now would be a FANTASTIC time to start. I've been over Poptart for a couple months. Now...you gotta start this shit again. Everytime that one of my best friends is about to date someone, or is dating someone, he's all of a sudden friends with Poptart. This is pissing me off now. Make up your mind already. Have him be single and ask me out or something or like me. That'd be great. I'd really appreciate it and then maybe I'd start going to mass again. Deal? I think yes. Hold up your end God. Otherwise...we'll be talking in a few years.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Wow...I Love Texting~

I just broke up with my boyfriend...over text message. hahahahaha. Yet another reason why I'm not a nice person. I didn't feel like calling. Texting's faster. Oh and I'm having a decent day and the Caps are playing the Penguins tonight!! WOO! LET'S GO CAPS! I'm obsessed with this song Carry-Out. Much love for Justin Timberlake ever since I was like 4 years old.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~To Banana~

Dear Banana,

Thank you. I might talk to you, but as you know, I'm not big on talking to people about things. So don't feel offended if I don't okay? Thanks for the offer though. I watched The Lovely Bones and cried through the entire movie; like badly. You're not insane. I totally think the same way about the whole death thing. I've had these dreams before and they're like detailed and they're of these times of long ago. It sounds really weird. I'm watching Grey's Anatomy right now. It's really sad and messed up, this episode is from a few years ago. I might cry...no I think we're good. I've watched this episode numerous times. Oh, and I left after gym because my mom had surgery so I left early to be with her. I really want a McFlurry. If you bring me one right now, I'll love you forever and ever because you'll be amazing and awesome. As of right now, you're definitely top 3 of my best friends. And oh snap, she just killed a man. Sorry...not you. Anyways, I believe that is all. I'm watching tonight's American Idol now. This season...I'm not feeling it. It's lost people with actual talent. Even the auditions aren't fun anymore. OMG DISNEY WORLD. I hated disney world when I went there as an 8 year-old. I like the guest judges this season. WE SHOULD TRY OUT. Nah I'm just kidding. I love Kristen Chenowith. She's one of my singing idols. OHMYGOD WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS GUY DOING?! OH DEAR GOD...I'M SCARED. HIS SPARKLES ARE SCARING ME! HE CAN'T EVEN SING. I'm...going to go hide under the covers.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~What Do You Want From Me?~

I'm so pissed off right now so I'm writing this. I'm sick of people and their stupid selves ruining things for me. Everyone calls me a bitch and whatever; well I've been taking care of people since I was 7 and my entire world fell apart. People sit there and run their mouths, even family who's supposed to always be on your side. So I've basically cried this entire weekend. Complete fucking waste of time. The only highlight was seeing The Lovely Bones the other day, and even that got fucked up. So you know what? I'm fucking over people and all of their shit that they start. I hate Virginia so much. I need to get the hell out of here as soon as possible. People are just...horrible here. I can maybe stand 5 people, maybe. Oh and to make it better, I'm pretty sure that my "boyfriend" is saying shit behind my back to his friends. I don't even fucking like him, but saying shit behind someone's back, especially someone that you said "I LOVE YOU" to after 1 fucking day, I'm pretty sure love doesn't involve being a jackass. I'm so pissed and nothing's going right and I can't seem to change it and I don't fit in and I don't have true friends who'll always be there and I'm just fucking done. Because what if this isn't our only life? What if we have multiple lives and after we die in each one, we completely forget it and start like it's the first time all over again? It's just an endless cycle. You could've been someone extremely famous, like Marilyn Monroe, and you would never remember it, but you would always feel a connection to her and idolize her without knowing that that was actually you.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~They Call Her Love, Love, Love~

I'm obsessed with this song "She is Love" by Parachute. Thanks to Banana for telling me about them awhile ago after the Kelly Clarkson concert she went to. Oh my god okay so on January 30th, I'm going to be at the mall the entire day. Because it's going to be the greatest day of my life. I'm determined to make it that way. I'm going to drag Emi and probably Bibi along with me, even though they could care less. Ahh...I love 2010 already. If some shit happens to ruin this month for me, I'm going to be super pissed.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~What Up 2010?~

I graduate in 2 freaking years. That's kinda scary. Oh and this year is going to be fucking beast. Like it has to be. Today I got a boyfriend, who I'm really hoping isn't going to read this. So 1/1/10 is proving to be a really good day. He came over last night so he was hanging out with me, Bibi, and Emi. It was fun, especially cuz I completely beat his ass at Guitar Hero. haha. Ahh...but yeah he's chill and so far my best friends don't disagree and they're alright with him. I don't know what else to say.... Have a happy 2010? Yeah that works. Happy new year! Happy new decade!

xoxo Marie the Dreamer