~Last Blog of 2009/December 30th~

I've come to a conclusion; I don't want a boyfriend. I want to stay single. I'm completely comfortable with myself and I don't feel like dealing with anybody else's drama you know? On another topic, I really have to clean my room. It's still really bad. I went to Tysons yesterday! Sephora is my new love. I love their shop. I could live there. I want to go shopping! Oh and Banana never hung out with me this break so she sucks an extreme amount. Yeah have fun with that sentence missy. I'm watching House right now. I love this show. This year was really really really horrible, so I'm glad it's over. I'm hoping that 2010 will be a beast year. Patriots or Seahawks to the Super Bowl? I think yes. Yankees winning another World Series? I think yes. Capitals winning the Stanley Cup? I think yes. One of my driver's winning the Sprint Cup? I think yes.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Happy Holidays (not)~

Somehow my family has the ability to ruin Christmas every single year. A couple years ago it was my alcoholic grandmother who managed to ruin one of the best holidays. This year, it was pretty much everybody except for me. My brother has been a complete asshole lately and today he opened the present I got for him, because we open 1 present on Christmas Eve, and he played it for about 10 minutes, and told me that he didn't want to play it anymore. Then, my grandfather decided to build a freaking desk today. I was helping him for about 30 minutes, but then I got into an argument with Jordan, and my grandfather cussed me out calling me "useless" and "ungrateful" and "a selfish bitch." So I went into my room and stayed there for a few hours. When he tried putting the computer together, he fucked something up so now his keyboard and mouse don't work. My grandmother, of course, defended him and demanded me to fix the computer for him. I said no and kept my door shut. My mother is a complete mess. She has a friend over every single fucking Christmas; most annoying thing ever. They're all weird as fuck. Yet, I'm not allowed to have sleepovers right now because she's sick of me and my friends talking. It's so retarded. To top off everything, my grandparents are currently withholding gifts from me tomorrow. Apparently I'm such an ungrateful bitch that I don't deserve anything on Christmas. Isn't that just fantastic? I won't let them borrow my Mac and I didn't get them anything for Christmas anyway so they can go fuck themselves. I hate the holidays for this exact reason. My family has the ability to fuck up absolutely anything. It's always Christmas and my birthday, without skipping a single year ever, they fuck up both days completely to the point that I break down in tears. This Christmas though, I haven't cried. At this point, I think I'm all cried out. I've given up on feeling anything for my family. I can't wait until I can move out and into an apartment in a completely different state with a roommate and then I won't have to spend holidays with these people. This is the reason I don't want a family. I've never had good family experiences. I'm ready to leave Virginia. Once I have my license, I'm going on a road-trip to get the hell away from here. This entire county is a vortex; people can't seem to escape it. Most of these people have lived here for their entire lives. I honest to god think I'd kill myself if I spent more time than required here. Happy holidays people. At least you still have a chance at that.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow~

We had an awesome blizzard with about 2 feet of snow on Saturday. Now it's 2 days 'til Christmas. I'm so excited.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Who's Gonna Run This Town Tonight?~

Ahhh okay so I can't decide who I prefer. Its definitely between M.C. and P.T. They're both completely different. One's always really nice to everybody, has a lot of friends, and I've never heard a bad thing about him. The other gets called an asshole a lot, but he's always been nice to me, and he's popular, which isn't necessarily a good thing. One is jokingly self centered and is always surrounded by girls. The other one is obnoxious, full of himself, yells at people for no reason. They both call me Tay.....and they both pay attention to me in class. One ALWAYS has something to say. One seemed to enjoy stealing my stuff. One definitely and openly looks me in the eyes whenever he talks to me. One is always nice. One always calls anybody that annoys or doesn't listen to him a bitch or worse. One has a girlfriend...and one is single. One is just...probably a completely different person away from his friends. He's probably nicer and not busy trying to be cool. One, I know practically nothing about. One, I know a lot more about than most people because he's told me. And one.....I would rather be with.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~MisTay-ke?~

So he calls me by my nickname, which I love. He only talks to me in person, which is definitely not a bad thing. This has been a good week. I hope Banana likes that I've been positive lately. :)

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~What I Want~

I want a guy who will call me if I miss a day of school, just to make sure that I'm okay. A guy who will text me "I miss you." Someone who will show me off to his friends and not be ashamed to walk with me at his side. Someone who would be willing to apologize if they're the one that messed up. Someone who will joke around, but not to the point that it's offensive. Someone who can make me laugh, but can also be serious. Someone who actually cares and will be faithful. Someone who my 3 ultimate best friends are okay with. Someone who can actually remember important dates like my birthday and our anniversary. Someone who would be willing to suffer through at least one girly movie, especially if I'm willing to watch an action movie, which are surprisingly good. I want someone who will take the stupidest pictures ever and not freak out if I keep them on my camera afterwards. Someone who won't flip the shit if I accidently mess something up. Somebody who won't yell at me for every little thing I do wrong. Someone who will be there to text, even if it's just because we're bored. Obviously...these are longtime wishes. hahaha

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Boys, Boys, Boys~

I have no clue whether or not I like Poptart anymore. Whenever I call him Poptart, I think of this jacket...long story. Anyways, there's this other hottie, who's name is Milk Chocolate, who is so hot like oh my god I could die. And he actually talks to me like I'm a person, unlike Poptart. Basically Milk Chocolate is most likely a better person than Poptart, but for some stupid reason I can't not like Poptart. It's really annoying and he picks random moments to pay attention to me. Once I think that I'm over him, he calls me by my nickname and asks about stuff that I like.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow~

It snowed for the first time yesterday. It was awesome. I love snow so much. I don't feel like doing this science project that's due tomorrow. Science is so stupid. I don't want to be a scientist okay? Teacher, yes; scientist, no. I want to make a shirt, like customize one. I need a job too. I want to work at like Safeway or something. No place retarded though.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Lalalala~

Got nothing to say today...for once. Manuella's over. We looked at old baby pictures of me. haha. It was.....just wow. She just slapped me and lectured me. Well she's a ho :)

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Hm...Do I Care What You Think? No~

I really don't like when people think I'm joking, when I'm dead serious. Like really...pay attention. People are so stupid sometimes. lol

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~I Think I'll Try Defying Gravity~

I'm going to try and get to 100. Let's hope that I can! lol

1. I love dinosaurs SO MUCH
2. I like this guy who probably could care less about me
3. I don't like my little brother 90% of the time
4. I have 3 absolute best friends
5. I run into things a lot
6. I'm actually quite strange
7. I'm not popular by any means
8. I have enough time on my hands to actually write 100 things
9. I'll probably get bored by #50
10. I'm an extremely picky eater
11. I know all of the lyrics to practically every Jonas Brothers song
12. My favorite band is Green Day
13. I met Boys Like Girls
14. I'm actually a really good singer but I won't let most people listen to me
15. I played the piano for 5 years
16. I want a job
17. I love working in preschool
18. My friend's love causing drama
19. My friends have admitted to stalking me on facebook
20. I really don't like Virginia
21. I'm more of an animal person than a people person
22. I want to be a teacher when I grow up
23. I love snow, but I love beaches
24. I want to live in Canada
25. I've never been to Canada
26. I'm going next year
27. I want to be able to drive
28. I wish my mom wasn't such a bitch
29. I wish I had a bigger house
30. Banana is one of my absolute best friends!
31. I don't really like music...kinda messed up right?
32. I've never told anybody everything about me
33. I feel like if I tell people the truth, they won't like me anymore
34. I believe that some things need to be kept to yourself
35. I'm really way too honest
36. I could talk from sunrise to sunset
37. I don't really want kids
38. I hate the pressure that my mom puts on me
39. I feel like I should go visit the Other...confront him you know?
40. I wish that for once the person that I like would like me back
41. I have kissed someone before
42. I've never had a boyfriend that I'd actually count
43. I wore the sluttiest outfit yesterday while cleaning
44. I love California so much
45. Actually, I think that Cobra Starship is my favorite band
46. Gabe Saporta= <3
47. I went to 3 concerts this year
48. I love hospital food
49. If I could work in a hospital, I would
50. I love cemetaries
51. I've spent hours on end reading tombstones
52. I'm kinda creepy now that I think about it
53. I cry when I laugh sometimes
54. When I yawn, my eyes water up and it looks like I'm crying
55. I take a lot of medication that'd probably knock out most normal people
56. My family resents me a lot
57. I resent them right back
58. I laugh A LOT
59. I'm really inappropriate with sexual jokes
60. I really want chocolate right now, like you don't even understand
61. I wish I worked at Hershey Park. That'd be fantastic
62. I've always wanted to be a singer or actor but my mom would never let me go to auditions
63. I unfortunately live with my grandparents
64. I just found out a couple of months ago that I have a half-sister
65. I have yet to meet her
66. I'm going to randomly call the Other and find out about his family
67. Maybe I'll just call the Others...they'll probably tell me things about them
68. There's more money in my family than any of us know what to do with it
69. I want to go and do refugee work on the other side of the world
70. I want to go to Greece before I die
71. I have a feelings that I'm not going to live into old age
72. I have dreams that are of things that haven't happened yet...but they always do
73. I'm hoping my death dream doesn't come true...my life was miserable in it
74. I almost died at birth, that was the 1st time my card was up
75. If I tell the details of the dreams to anyone, then they don't come true
76. I know I sound crazy right now, but oh well
77. I've never been to North Carolina, even though it's the next door state
78. I was caught in a Nor'Easter in Virginia Beach. NOT PLEASANT
79. I miss Barbados and Mexico and Hawaii
80. I need a new iPod....I want one anyway
81. I've flirted with some people who I definitely shouldn't have
82. Bad boys= amazingly gorgeous
83. Freshman year, a girl at homecoming who I really don't like had the same dress as me and I wanted to rip the dress off of her
84. Boys don't get this, but if someone is even wearing the same shirt as me, I hate that person for at least that day
85. I'm not too dramatic with people
86. I get really into books
87. I love the Twilight Saga so much
88. I've re-read the books like 5 times or something
89. I'm Team Edward
90. The books make me Team Edward, but the movies make him look like the bad guy
91. Taylor Lautner's body is freaking AHHHMAZING
92. My favorite sport is hockey
93. Mike Green is the best player besides Ovechkin
94. The guy that I like stares at me all the time, and randomly pops up around me, but doesn't say anything. It's really annoying
95. I don't understand guys at all
96. Girls are EXTREMELY easy to read
97. As of right now...I wish I had two parents
98. I can't wait until I can move out
99. The song Defying Gravity is absolutely beautiful
100. My dream is to work on Broadway

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

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~Got Me Looking So Crazy Right Now~

Yeah um...I got majorly embarrassed at the movies on Wednesday. hahahaha. It was so much fun, but...yeah you had to be there. I love my besties. They're the only reason I'm here. I think I broke my iPod today...I'm going to be in so much trouble. Maybe I can convince them to get me a new one for Christmas? I hope so. Anyway, Glee this week was amazing. When they performed "Imagine" it was gorgeous. Um..what else do I need to update on?! Oh...haha...I have plan for when it comes to the Other. It'll be...interesting. I figure a surprise attack is the way to go. He deserves it. Still Poptart drama...so confusing. I can't not like him though (pardon the double negative). It's just...a weird situation. He's single though so maybe I should work off of that? lol. I want to break my foot so that I don't have to do gym; lazy...yes.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Wow....cursed week much?~

This week was...absolutely godawful to say the least. Whenever something bad happens to me, whether it's something major or something completely minor, I block it out. It's something that started when I was younger and I was left alone. Any unpleasant memory...I just block it out. If something absolutely devastating happens...I regress. It's a strange thing...I go back to basically being a little kid again. It's like I shut down and do things that I miss from when things were simpler. The thing is...when I've blocked something out, it never comes back. It's as if it's been permanently erased. I've had numerous breakdowns, but this week I finally got as much as I can possibly take. I let things build up...another thing that started when I was 7, but most of the time, instead of acting on my feelings, I keep it to myself. It's not a good thing to do at all. When I was younger...a lot of things happened; things that I still to this day haven't told a single person about. Nobody was ever there for me, not my family, nobody. I gave up on trusting people and actually loving them a long time ago. This is probably why I don't believe in families or any of that stuff. I never had it, so it's never been there for me to see. All of my friend's parents are unhappy too, so I had nowhere to look for any guidance at all. Basically having to do all of your growing-up by yourself is really, really hard, and that's the easy way to put it. I...have gotten to the point of not being able to deal with things anymore. I've held so much in, and it needs to stop. I need to get far away from Virginia and my "friends" and everything that just radiates negativity, which for me is this entire place. So no, I'm not a smiling, happy-go-lucky person, and yeah I get pissed sometimes, and yeah I like guys who'll never like me back, but I never make fun of someone who I know hasn't had it easy. I'm not an angel by any means, but at least I'm not a complete asshole like these people who make fun of me every single day. For all I care, they can all just go fuck themselves and then die.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Why Do We Do This to Ourselves?~

Every single day we go to school...knowing that we're going to be judged no matter what we do. I get talked about constantly. Take your pick of what I get called: wannabe, whore, freak, weirdo, bitch, mean, etc... Well I'm fucking sick of it. I'm a loser, fantastic. I could care less anymore. I used to be friends with those people who we've basically elected as "populars". They'd NEVER admit it now, but we used to hang out all the time and go to birthday parties and everything like that. My friends...despite if they piss me off or if they're always my best friend it doesn't matter. I love them no matter what. They could wear no makeup and only trash bags for the rest of their lives and I would still love them and talk to them all of the time. People shouldn't be judged just by what their parents' income is. People always make such a big deal about "mom and dad" and shit like that. Well guess what? My dad won't even acknowledge me as his own child and my mother was never there, and picks random moments to actually parent me. She left me alone for the longest time and didn't show one ounce of emotion whenever she saw me. She acts more like my sister than anything else. I'm used to it but still. I've lived with my grandparents practically my entire life. Instead of actually paying attention to me, once my half-brother was born, he got all of the attention. As opposed to actually spending time with me, they always get me presents and money and just leave me to myself. Yet these are the assholes that have wanted to send me away because I'm too "different" and "strange." Well you know what? Just because I don't always fit into this shit-hole of a family doesn't mean that I'm the only messed up one. This whole concept of "family" means complete shit to me. They've never been there for me. Whenever I wasn't freaking perfect, they just added pills and shrink visits to the situation because they can't fucking deal with someone who doesn't put up with their alcoholic shit every fucking day. I hate where I live and I hate who I live with. That's not even the major shit in my life; how fucking messed up is that shit? To be completely honest, the only reason I'm still alive is because of my friends. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't even attempt to get out of bed in the morning. I love them more than anything, and I would do anything to help them. So yeah maybe I'm a loser who's father doesn't love her and could care less if she lives or dies and my mother doesn't pay attention to the major things in my life and my family does nothing to help me and my home life is shit and I hate my life sometimes, but I have amazing friends who make me smile and laugh and love life whenever I'm around them, and I can't imagine my life any other way.

P.S. Listen to Family Portrait by P!nk. It's an amazing song in so many different ways.

P.P.S. Don't judge a book by its cover. It may be dark and gloomy until you actually take the time to read the pages.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~What to Do, What to Do?~

So...skipping out on homecoming? Good idea. Tons of people are sick and guess who's not? Me! Anyways, this weekend sucked no matter what. There was no avoiding it, but I suppose that it could've been worse. I found out that about 5 other people like Poptart. That kinda pisses me off because for some reason I've convinced myself that he will never like me and that he's going to date some blonde whore who gives it up within the first week. I wish that I could convince myself to talk to him so that we can at least be friends. I'd rather be friends with him, I think, then nothing at all. I'd really like to be more than that, but I'd settle. He's the only person that I can't seem to gather enough confidence to talk to. I've made new friends this year, and all of them by me initiating the talking in the first place. Why must I doubt myself over him? This shouldn't be so difficult. I should just go up to him and start talking. I think I'm just scared of looking retarded and the fear that he won't even like me as a person. Maybe it's stupid to think this way...but maybe it's not, and that's what's worrying me. I've made the decision that I need to talk to him in person by Christmas, hopefully way before then. I'd like to have the deadline at Halloween, but we'll see.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Skipping Out on Homecoming~

I ultimately decided not to go to homecoming this year. If I can avoid all of this weekend's drama personally, I'll be extremely happy.

I wish you could just pick who you like. That it didn't have to be this ridiculous game that we all play when nobody really knows if someone likes them until they ask them out. That's not fun; that's crap. If people were just straightfoward, which will never happen, then there would be so much less drama. All anybody does is bitch about crushes and how they don't like them back and how much their life sucks and blah blah blah. I happen to like my life, crushes or not. Just because I like someone now doesn't mean that the world revolves around them. Like seriously, I barely know the guy. It's so strange, but oh well. I've tried and failed at not liking him. I wish that we could be at least friends though, but I'd rather not...it's complicated. God this sucks majorly. I'm practically invisible. I doubt half of my grade even knows my name... I need to make a name for myself. People need to know who I am, without me being a complete whore with the populars.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Bahhh~

You ever feel like there's no point in liking a guy; like they'll never like you back...but you can't help but like them? That's what I'm dealing with. I doubt he even knows my name. Oh well. I hate this. I've had my phone off for two hours just to avoid hearing my friends. It's helping so far.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~If you're from Africa, why are you white?~

Hm....what's happened recently.....this week is Homecoming Week. Our hallway sucks, and that's the nice way of putting it. The seniors and juniors are dominating us. The freshmen are only doing well because the teachers are helping them majorly. I don't even see the point in helping out with the sophomore hallway anymore. There was a random freshman staring at me today. He was just....freaking weird. Is it wrong that I'm ready for this week to be over with? I only look forward to A days at this point. B days suck epically. I don't even know why I hate B days. There's no one reason. I think it's just the entire day as a whole. I really should be doing my English homework....I don't feel like it right now though. Btw: Are Pop Tarts really that good? ;)

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~They Call Them Crushes for a Reason~

Thank god for no AP homework!!

Anyway, I'm having a problem. I can't seem to talk to this guy that I like. I feel like if I talk to him, he'll think I'm really weird and then he won't even want to be my friend. Guys are way too confusing. It's such crap. Like they'll sit there and smile and flirt and stuff, but then they don't like you. Like what the hell? Make it obvious if you like us or not so that we don't doubt ourselves and feel like idiots for liking someone. Like the person that I like, I highly doubt that I have a chance with him. He's too....I don't know. My friends hate that I like him though and they sit there telling me that he's not worth it and blah blah blah. I don't know why I like him when all these negatives are in my face all of the time. It's all so confusing and lame. Boys=complicated emotions

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Resolutions are Good~

So me and M are chill again. I'm so glad that everything's settled. This boy situation is bothering me, but hopefully it'll figure itself out soon. It's a short post today.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Interesting~

So today started off fine. Nothing major happened, and I liked it that way. That lasted until 7th block during picture time. I get called out by M from on the stage saying, "We need to talk during lunch." I was like "Okay whatever." Anyone who seriously wants to talk, doesn't do it during lunch. That's a major audience place. Anyway, so I get to lunch and sit with B as normal. Well as soon I as go to throw away my trash and everything, M grabs my arm and pulls me back and goes, "We need to talk NOW." So I said, "Get your hand off of me." When she didn't, I shrugged my arm out of her grip, threw my trash out and sat back down in my spot. That's when she had the nerve to yell down the table saying, "FINE BE A JERK." Well you know what M? Fine be a bitch.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Back Into the Swing of Things~

Ahh so I'm back at school. I'm happy that I get to see my friends again. Gretchen has swine flu though :( I really hope that she gets better though.

Anyway, so this morning I went to B's house, as usual. We did our normal thing, also known as watching Spongebob until 8:40 routine. The first thing that happened when we got to school though was that M, previously mentioned, told me that she likes the same guy that I've liked on and off for the past 2 years...what the fuck? Seriously, you never ever try and make a move on somebody that your friend has/does like. No joke, about 2 weeks before today, I told her that I liked him again. I just she just wrote that off though because I like someone else more. She had the nerve to come up to me today and ask me for permission to date him. Naturally I said, "Are you freaking serious right now?" She goes, "Yeah of course I am! Why would I joke about this? I'm really starting to like him and I just wanted to make sure that it was okay with you, because I think he might ask me to homecoming." Needless to say, I walked away without another word. She caught up with me in the hallway about 3 hours later to ask why I looked so mad when I saw her. Well here's a hint: you already like someone, so much so that you're basically obsessed with him, and now you're trying to move in on someone that I like because the first guy doesn't give a damn about you. Get over it already. Quit acting like you're so popular and wanted by everyone, because, reality check, you're not. You're lucky I even still talk to you anymore after all the shit you say. I'm sick of dealing with your meaningless drama. You know what? You can have the guy, because if he actually likes you, then I don't want him at all.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Getting Better~

I'm finally not sick. You can all stop worrying now. It took a week, but the flu is finally gone. Unfortuantely, a lot of my friends are sick now. Sorry guys, it's not my fault. I have to go back to school on Monday most likely after missing a full week. That'll be fun...NOT. Oh well; things happen for a reason. I'll try and update more often. This is becoming like an online diary. I'm trying to avoid using text vocabulary in these posts. So far I'm not doing too badly. I can't wait for October 2nd! Toy Story 1 and 2 in the theaters....wait for it.....in 3D!!!! Ahhhh freaking awesome.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Bad Best Friends~

We've all had those best friends who could just care less about anything other than themselves. You need their help with something and they always have some lame excuse as to why they can't even bother to listen to what's going on in your life. I thought that I had rid myself of all these fake people, but apparently that's not the case. So to my dear friend M, get the hell over yourself. I'm not going to sit there and listen to all of your problems if you never "have the time" to help me out. Why don't you learn to make time for one of your best friends outside of the main 3? Ugh...I'm so done with all this crap. I really try to be a good friend to everybody, but some people can't even return that simple favor. It's not hard to be a decent friend/person. Oh well...I guess some people never learn.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Home Sick~

So yesterday I began to get what seems to be a cold. Well today it's much worse. I hate being sick so much. I haven't been sick in 7 months, so I thought that I was doing pretty well. Now my healthy streak is over. No amount of medicine is helping at this point. I've taken a lot of medicine and not one thing has made a difference. I've only left my bed once so far today. I don't know what to do with myself. T.V. is so boring lately, so I think I'm kind of getting over watching it a lot. I'm going to go back to sleep. Maybe I'll feel well enough to go to school tomorrow. Until next time...

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Homework (a.k.a. the worst invention ever)~

Ahhhhhhh I hate homework, quite possibly more than anything. It's annoying and unimportant. If If I didn't understand something during class, what makes the teacher think that if I look at the same stuff afterwards that I'll get it. It's so stupid. I take an AP class, which gives the most homework ever. I have at least 2 hours of homework a night, just from that class. It takes longer to do my AP homework than doing all of my other classes homework put together. I would enjoy having a life from time to time you know? Like my entire weekend is basically focused around when I can fit all of my homework in. It sucks so much. AP kills your social life majorly.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~Birthdays and the other 364 Days in the Year~

Today's my friend's 15th birthday. She's one of my best friends so I really hope that she has an awesome day.

Now to the more interesting stuff, no offense. This week was horrible. Nothing happened at all besides major drama going down. Homecoming's about a month away, which inevitably means dress shopping and date problems. I'm 95% sure that I'm skipping out on homecoming this year. I don't see the point in dressing up for one night just to sit there and dance and talk to people. It just seems like more fun could be had inviting some friends over and hanging out with them without an audience. Besides, what's the point of spending like $200 on a dress that you're only going to wear once? Its an unnecessary waste of money that could be spent on something that you'll use more, and most likely enjoy more. Maybe I'm just being negative about homecoming because I didn't like it last year, but who knows? Chances are that I'm not the only one who feels this way. One more thing, people are telling me to ask out this guy, that's not even about to happen. I think that the guy should ask out the girl. Maybe I'm just traditional when it comes to that, but I think its cuter to see guys ask girls out. They always get kind of nervous, and it's a sweet gesture. So take note, I would rather be asked out then do the asking out. I'll probably like the guy more if he's confident enough to ask me out.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer

~New Blog~

So this is my first blog post, don't be too harsh I've never done this before. I feel like I'm going to use my blog to show different things that are important to me. Whether it be fashion, gossip, or my own day at school. Hopefully you guys will like it.

xoxo Marie the Dreamer