~I Dreamed a Dream~

Wow...first time in months! What's up? The one time I wish a guy would just tell me he likes me and make an obvious move, he decides to have morals. He has NO morals at all, ever, in any circumstance; now he decides to be a good person. GREAT timing! Not! He called me nice. Like seriously? I'm not nice...at all. Everyone knows this. He totally likes me back, but won't act on it. He wants to "stay just friends...for now." That's such crap. I might be moving to New York this summer, possibility but definitely not certain, and if I actually do move then I'd never know what'd happen with him...And there's a hot guy at the gas station, I don't know if he still works there, but he's really super hot and he checks me out a lot. Then...my ex (latest one) is going to be a freshman at my school next year and we're on like friendly terms...fuck my life. Summer is no time for relationships (unless they're started way before summertime.) So maybe after summer something'll happen with the first guy? I really hope so...I mean he totally stopped working at work just to talk to me. He's a total manwhore, but now it's like "let's have morals. haopidjlskhfaosidlkfjhaoklsdjfhakosld." THIS BLOWS! Three days left in sophomore year...I don't know where this year went at all. I'm leaving for Canada in 5 days... Everything's going way too fast...I wish I just had one person who I could trust to not go around telling everybody my business; someone for me to talk to. Oh well...maybe I'll use my ex-boyfriend who's almost a freshman as a best friend? Hahaha...that'd be epic.

~Marie the Dreamer